Lithium

Sooner than later the lithium sets in
My eyes grow tired
And the clock tick tocks to the weary beat of my heart
Waiting…
Waiting…
For the next episode
For the next urge
For the next manic act
Thinking…
Thinking…
Calming my mind
Calming my rage
Calming my presence
Expecting…
Expecting…
I laugh expecting the next time lithium will comfort the thoughts
I enjoy the thought of the meeting you again
I cry at the thought of abusing you again…